Any clue?

I don't know. I really don't. I am justed suprised with what he has put on my way. The way he arranges this huge puzzle of life and the way he guides me through in order to solve it and acheive the best. I know that I owe you a lot, but sometimes to feel that heavy load on my shoulders is way beyond my capacity. You make me scared in a hesitant ponder over the future. Please give me an opportunity of paying you back the first ones before bestowing something new.