Again!

When I first met this guy, I had no idea that soon a new world will be opened in front of my eyes. Just in few weeks, I got this attitude of looking around to the people and to the events in the simplest way possible. Gradually, I managed to change ‘what that matters in anybody's life’ to something really stable, something that I can defend from social and moral criticism.

In fact, I learned that there is a part of our body called 'brain'. Most of us are just thinking that we are using that, are not we? I honestly could not find a reason for some of my usual behaviors and thoughts that could be accepted even by me. They say you have to follow this because God has said so. Ok, then why he has given us a brain? Only to realize that we have to follow his orders? Why some people manipulate us in a way that we never ever think of other possible options getting far from the reality and forgetting the true holy concepts?

It was not that easy for me to metamorphose! I struggled for months even though that idea was grasped into my mind in few days. I am not still sure of my decisions, but I feel more secured and protected. I’ll continue to find the meanings although I am suspicious of a definite end to whole this debate. I am almost sure, however, that as long as you keep thinking you are on the right way.

He passed away few years ago, leaving a warm voice and radiant smile forever.