And the begining ...

... after the end.

The life after death; Is that a truth we were taught in our religious learnings? I sometimes have a wired feeling about the the concept of death and what will really happen when it is time for me to go. Is it a natural process like other things happening is life that we just lack in knowledge about the other side.

I was taking this nap. I got up now and I found myself awakened in the middle of night, alone and super conscious. I am suddenly realizing that I have been long miss-leaded from the way that could have delightfully enriched my moments. "STOP! No more goofing around." I told myself. Every other second should be a preface to a better one.

I am here, ready to take off. To start off a new life. A life full of joy and a feeling that truly satisfies my need in search of humanity and my-self. Help me, help myself to see the truth in life and distinguish it from the wrong.

Comments

Anonymous said…
The old self-obssessed Aali is changed a bit. Thank God. You can do whatever you want. It is just important to keep this feeling up and alive in yourself.

we all change and it is one of the gifts in life, not everyone realises the change. You have, congrats ...

Have you ever listened to "Koi Faryad". My man loves it, I do too. Look, I think it somehow visualises part of your dream too.

By the way, the pain is gone now. keep happy and be nice to everyone without exception.

Good luck good old Aali.
Unknown said…
The life without anons was really boring! That might be one of the reasons I came back :)

Thank you for your comment anyway. I am not sure if you know what I have been through and what I really mean by changing. But, I take nice words from all the critics.

I googled the song you mentioned. Is that the Indian one? Can you give me the link? There are several versions.
Anonymous said…
Hi Aali,
the good old anon always looks through your beauty blog and she knows what you have been through...
for the wise (be it us both) this suffices.

yes, the song is Indian, you can find it in youtube, and it is for your hal and my ahval :-)

miss you loads, keep in touch.
you have left anon for a couple of years now... but anon never left you.
Anonymous said…
I forgot, this song is in Tum Bin. Hope you enjoy it.
Anonymous said…
I hope you will be able to find the truth you're seeking. Just look into your heart... look deep inside your heart and fight to keep it beating.
Anonymous said…
The 5th anon is not me :-)

His/Her English is poorly! Beware Aali. Mine is Englishly English. LOL.
Anonymous said…
To the main anon:

What do you really want? Do you even know what you are looking for? Once you judge my personality and you talk about your 'man'. Then you bring up missing me?!!! I am really confused and in fact I am not in a situation to think about a what heppened in the past. Things could have ended up in many ways, but what we are in now is the way we chose. We should care about what is going on and don't repeat the previous mistakes.

To the true anon:

I am digging already. There are many complicated issues. I hope I'd be able to find the truth. God bless you.

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