Would you mind?

Few years ago, I used to find a table where someone is sitting after grabbing my food in a restaurant and start a conversation. I made so many friends this way. Similarly was the case in other occasions such as in a museum or during a conference.

The other day, I was at Subway and got a daily special as usual. But, I frustratingly felt so shy or scared to go on one these tables and sit in front of another student. This actually made me think the whole day; what is happening to me? I still have a great impetus and I feel confident enough to move a conversation once it starts. However, the fact that a self-resistance is forming in me against confronting people alerted me in the sense that this can lead to a sort of personality decline.

I remember how she was describing the psychological flashback in one’s life and correcting the current behaviors by rearranging what that happened in the past. At the end of the day, we are responsible for what we do anyways.